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My favourite girls!

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What i have been watching lately

2011-10-02T12:09:00.002+08:00

Wordy post

2011-09-28T18:59:00.002+08:00

I'm sooooo bored at work so I might just as well put up this wordy blog post since I have been on hiatus in this blogosphere for a really long time! There are quite a number of things that took place from the time I ended intership (that's almost the same time I stop blogging right?) till today which I suppose I could pen them down within the next hr provided there won't be much customers n karma wouldn't happen for me not saving this post, who knows right?):

Owell, six months of internship ended on a not so high note. I have been waiting for the day to come duhh cos work life especially as an auditor is a no no for me. Still exploring the kind of job I truly desire. Probably events?! Or something really exciting that allows me to explore, travel, meet new people and something I really love cos I wouldn't wanna dread work for the next half of my life.

The weeks following the end of internship were not really amazing or eventful. First I headed on a bus with Kailin, Tom, Joash, geekgeek n Aaron to genting. I couldn't believe how boring genting got over the years or is it just us growing up and maturing at a pace too fast to enjoy the kidszx stuffs. But the last night, we headed to a club safari. Music was good n we had martell and I gt myself pretty high till I couldnt play five ten w them properly n we drunk walked back to e hotel room n still had to worry bout the safety of e guys. Oh!! Meeegiat is super great at raging at Tom n me?!? I wonder if she raged at me. But well, I pity Tom. Hahahahha!

The next traveling trip was on starcruise Virgo. But before that trip Benson's mum was hospitalized n was in a critical condition. Shall talk bout that later. Oh, knowing that bad news definitely dampen the mood for the trip and I was close to deciding to cancel the trip. You get what I mean, how good would u feel if you were travelling and someone you are close ( yes we r pretty close cos I always stay over at Benson's place n I treat her almost like my mum ) were to be hospitalized and all. So the trip wasn't that awesome due to that but starcruise itself was definitely good and a must go considering the innumerable things you get to do. Plus it was my first time gambling in there!!! And also my first time being in kl and getting to shop there. The things r really cheap but not many caught my fancy though):

Back to the topic on Benson's mum, well she passed away on e day I return. I hate it when all the close ppl ard me had to leave when I'm experiencing or going through something. My grandma was the same and the feeling is nothing but loads of guilt n of course sadness/unhappiness and all. And it would definitely not be easy for benson even till today. Who likes their love ones to be away from them right and in this case forever, I wouldn't want to experience that kind of pain but I'm sure we all have to go through this stage in life. Wonder why ppl rejoice when one is born and be in despair when one's gone. But that just explains how relationship and ties are forged. I always enjoy being at Benson's place and eating their home cook food cos I dont get them back at home. The times where his mom woke me up for work and all. That just goes to show how loving she is for us kids. I wonder if I can be like that. It's really a pity that she don't get to see benson growing up and getting married and have kids. She loves and pamper kids alot. You can totally see her eyes beam in happiness when Benson's Dajie kids came over. Well, good memories have formed and they'll be etched in our hearts.

That pretty much sums up my holidays. 2 weeks more of holidays and reality is gonna struck!! Cant wait for the sem to start and end so I can graduate. Shall lose weight cos I wanna look good for he last sem and graduation. Hahahahah!

Till then (:

Leaving the town in bout 2 hours time. It's been long since i last updated, promise i will do so soon!

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I like how July is passing by in a swift! With August nearing, it's a mental note to save a portion of my pay, some retail therapy!

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An update

2011-07-17T21:24:00.005+08:00

Shall do a short update while loading my show!

/A Saturday at work (it was last week!)

@eiyaaaaaaaa is the most awesome colleague one could ever get. YEAH! She's crazy and still crazy and you can talk about almost anything and everything with her. Met her during breaks and we had a helluvvaa time laughing and talking so loudly and doing weirdo actions at cine. :O

/Meeting benson pok after work and his friends for duriansxz!

Okay, ignore the shag and stooppid faces because it was like 2am or smth. We were all shag and tired from work and bball respectively. Rendered i should snap some pictures cos my camera was with me and we haven taken pictures for some time.

/TOP university fair + walking ard + more walking ard + toastbox + TCC

The orangy life saver thingy was a freebie from the university fair. @meeegiat insist on acting like an auntie and go like can we have that *points points*!!! :O xia suay *shifts aside* HAHAH!

HEYY CHEENANNANAN!

TCC 1-for-1! :O NOMNOMNOM likaa pig~!!!

Anw the university fair didnt provide much info and most of the university were kinda foreign and all. But it was a good experience and we collected loads of brochures and freebiess. And while reading through the scholarship offered by NTU is pretty good, maybe shall consider local uni. Afterall it doesnt really matter where you are studying at right?! :O

My best shopping places:

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Thought i should give a short or summarised insight about the places i loved to go and get my wardrobe bursting with clothes!!!!! They are not in accordance of preference or anything because each of them has its uniqueness and variety of awesome loots for you to pick out! And i especially love each and every shop listed below. Apparently, most of my clothes are from there, not withstanding the fact that i also do loads of online shopping, shall list some of my face online boutiques soon, but they are pretty typical and popular among many.

So lets get rolling~~~~

Oakham Market @ 7 ann siang hill

I especially love this shop cos they have superb loots that goes at thrift price 16.95bucks only. Vintage items that are one and only. I always bag home 3-4pieces each and everytime i go there, crazy right!? The interior of the shop and the atmosphere, not forgetting the range of apparels just make you wanna spend and buy even more. Everything is just so wearable and boy, i wish the place was my walking wardrobe! And the owner is Jasmine from flashlightbatteriess, really pretty and young. Do admire her and her bf for being so capable of managing the biz and being so well liked by majority, especially girls like me who go googgooogaagaa over their clothes!

Editors Market @ cineleisure level 3

Another superb place to shop at, with affordable prices, and the fact that the more you buy the cheaper it gets. There's soooooo many range of pretty clothing, shoes, bags, accessories that you don't even know where to begin with. Yeah! I work there, so the fact that i get staff prices makes me reserve more items and buy more. HAHAHS! But sincerly, from the voice of a shopaholic, go grab items from there!!! Not some advertising for them but lao ban really import/design awesome clothing and prices are really reasonable and some cheap!!! &&&& good:D:D

Editors Market Avenue @ orchard central level 4

This is an extended version of editors market featuring higher end products and brands and better quality and all. Plus point, you can combine items from both stores to get lower prices/refunds! The store is mega big and the items are much better and all! Can't deny that i reserve truck loads of items and gonna get them on payday. No doubt, their designs are one of a kind and you probably can't find them elsewhere! Even benson shops there because they carry men's clothing as well, and they are pretty good!!!!

Topshop @ you know where
This place needs no explanation or advertising. Most of my friends know i'm a hardcore fan of Topshop, whenever i'm in town i would definitely set foot there. Though their prices are expensive at times, i still love them, no idea why uh. But it's kinda in me ):
And remember the 'Come to mammie' post featuring 2 Topshop items, i was telling Michelle today that 'they never came to me' cos Topshop Singapore don't carry them ): Could someone in the states or smth get them for me ):

*to be continued*

Local or overseas? Been thinking bout it all this while, especially during free time @ work. But shall wait till uni exhibit or graduate 2 decide!

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Just a random thought: Sometimes you don't get to choose what to do in future. But God would surely be there to light the path. (No doubts!)

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Sincerly,
A believer.

I sing hosanna

2011-06-26T21:10:00.000+08:00

Got to admit i teared while singing this!

What kind of a person am i?

2011-06-22T22:24:00.003+08:00

Kay, i was thinking about this question while walking home just now.
Just something i wanna post so that in the near future i can see how much i've changed or how much i'm still that same old Stephenie. Also, for people to know me better:O

- I'm very much temperamental. But i guess thats cos i'm sensitive, especially to words, like the things people say be it with sarcasm or not.
- When i hate/dislike what others do/say/act, i would just keep quiet and show a black face. Damn bloody extreme i know, that should probably cost me some friends.
- I would rather spend money on clothes than food. Hence, the never ending amount of clothes in my wardrobe.
- I'm pretty much a workaholic! But thats only if i'm working with clothes and fashion and all. Pretty much the IT girl!
- I love to see people, the way they dress and be inspired by them.
- I dislike it when one says something about my dressing or whatsoever, i'll instantly shoot a black face or reply back with that fake voice of mine. Unless i'm really close to the person and that person is sincerly giving constructive feedback, then maybe i'll accept it. But when it comes to closeness, even when benson insults me, i'll also get angry.
- Most cases when i get pissed off, i would usually end up crying even when i wish i could scold that person. After that, i would regret not scolding the person because useful phrases worth scolding starts forming in my mind.
- I'm very different at home and outside. I'm also different with different people. Quiet and 'dao' with ppl i'm not familiar with. And loud and noisy with my closer ones. EXTREME once again.
- I never have this same style of fashion or clothing. I like to play with my clothes and all but they are stuck within this particular style that most of my friends are really familiar with.
- I usually don't wear accessories except watch because necklace makes my neck itchy while bracelets are kinda secondary school days to me. But these days, i've got my 2 fave necklace that i would wear once in a while.
- I would love to wear heels out but i would usually end up over the top (OTT), like extremely tall and out of place. But on days when i do not wear heels, i end up feeling short and stout.
- I hate it when i wear heels and people make insensitive comments like 'WAAA you so tall, i dont wanna stand beside you'. KAY _|_ off and move aside then, ok thats what in my mind!!!! i would never say that out alright, especially if you are my friend. I would probably smile and ehehe only, and thankyou to you because you officially made me feel awkwardly tall and hate heels for that moment.
- I love dancing but since i stop like 1 year plus ago, i'm missing it even more. Gonna make sure i take up dance in uni.
- I secretly wish to study overseas now especially when i met liern today and she told me she got a scholarship to pursue her studies overseas. Lucky her! But no doubt she's really smart both academically and street-wise!
- I wanna travel around the world one day. And i would do so, alone i guess! Travelling alone is really a whole lot different thing and more flexible i guess.
- I would say that i'm pretty much independent except that i get really comfortable with my friends and hate to make new friends at time.
- I would go gooogooogaaagaaa with guys/girls with this Caucasian accent!!! Plus point if they are really friendly, well most of them are.
- I kind of live-in-my-own-world because i talk and make noises real loudly in public places sometimes. This is especially the case with benson, kailin, tom, fanny, joash :O
- I secretly enjoy clubbing and meeting friends of friends.
- I wanna earn big bucks in the future.
- I want to get a prada, chanel, ysl, miumiu, lv in future (KAY DESIGNERS YAAAH)
- I love babies/toddlers only if they are cute. Guess i will never be the cut for good mums cos if the kid aint cute, i would get really pissed off easily. But if they are cute, the most irritating thing they do i would also find them cute.
- I'm pretty conservative or old fashioned in terms of bgr! But none of the people even my mum thinks so! damn!
- I hate it when people say bad things of my friends (be it a friend saying a friend of mine) and subsequently act so close to the person as though nothing happen. Kay, in secondary school terms 'backstabber'. For me, it's pretty hard to act alright with people i dislike and i wonder how they could do it so naturally. Hence, the annoyed face and buaytahanness!
- I like it when people say good things about me, but i would usually act or is humble. Rarely would i say thank you and accept it. Guess its applicable to most ppl?!
- I read random people's blog like almost on a daily basis.
- I prefer studying to working. But when i'm studying, i probably think otherwise!
- I also say i wanna get this and that, but it usually take me years to get this or that.
- I buy things impulsively!!!! A bad thing yea cos money slips away real fast ):

Alright will add on tmr!

Urban Outfitters UO #1

2011-06-21T00:10:00.003+08:00

Opening my first spree: Urban Outfitters cos i wanna get some items so pooling orders in!!
Do join only if comfortable! Will make it a fast spree!
Head down to softskullxx to make your orders!!
Ask your friends too, USD rates are real low now!

xie xie! :D

UO SPREE #1
UO SPREE #1
UO SPREE #1

Valentino Nude Ribbon Slip Ons

2011-06-17T09:16:00.002+08:00

Selling this pretty piece in Size 39.
Worn once lightly, but benson says it doesnt suit me because it's toooooooooooo cuteee!
Would wash them before selling, since it's jelly material, it would looked as though BRANDNEW!
It is seen on wonderstellar (SOLD OUT) and flashlightbatteriess (Also SOLD OUT!)
Going @ $16mailed.

Email steph_seah@hotmail.com if interested.

xoxo

A fannel shirt for a Prada?

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Lazyoaf

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The mickey looks soooo awesome!

HAHAHA! it literally looks like a watermelon!

Everything seems so wearable.

Dreams or Reality?

2011-06-09T18:41:00.002+08:00

Ok! I'm starting to think about what exactly should i do in the future? audit is definitely not my cup of tea! Apparently i have very little knowledge about the jobs and positions available ): I do not intend to choose some big companies because i would really feel small inside and making friends would be really hard. Yeah, i'm kind of an antisocial kid and if ppl do not make friends with me or be friendly with me, my efforts of trying to find topics to talk will die off real soon ): I'm that kind once you are friendly, i would get really talkative, otherwise i would be the total opposite. Sucks right? Totally hard to make friends and who likes working in somewhere without friends.

Suddenly feel so aimless because what i'm studying - accounting seems such a boring job in the future. Not that i want something exciting but i was thinking of something to do with fashion, travel, people and handsome guys (?) okayy! leave the latter off!

I've to definitely pursue a degree in some university after polytechnic, and that would take like another 3-4 years, then i'll be 21 or 22 years old. Then i need to think if i want to continue pursue further, and if i do, i would be stuck with boring life right??? ): But if i dont, i might never be headhunt and i would be stuck with limited choices because there would be so many fresh grads like me.

Coming to think of that, i'm thinking of going SIA to be a stewardess after the degree, for say a good 5 years. At least i get to travel around the world and fulfill my little girl dream :O And the pay is pretty good too, i'm guessing that. But most important is the experience and world sighting luhhs. Okayy, if i were to choose this route, i would return back to working society when i'm 26 years old. :O Would that be too old? I'm guessing not!

Then i would continue to study and work at the same time to be someone worthy? How long would i have to slog then): hmmmm....

Hooked on flea, Dingtaifung date!

2011-06-09T15:04:00.004+08:00

Hooked on flea was awesummmmmzzzzz! Cos we made money :D hahahhas! It was the first flea which was really good, selling clothes and making money. Feels good yea! Cant wait for another one because i really need to clear my another bag of clothes ):

It was also the day, we had 3 cups of bubble tea. Totally drink until we scared! And the next moment when i went up the bus, i felt like shitting! :O

XLB XLB XLB XLB XLB XLB XLB XLB XLB XLB!!!

BERIII AWESUMMMZZZ DAN CHAO FAN!! :D:D

Met @meegiat for dintaifung ytd. YAYYNESS to yummy food. And it was as though we were travelling back time to the days in Shanghai. XLB!! Not as good as the cheap ones in Shanghai though. ): But still XLB!!!! *sreams shakes* But the fried rice is really nicee!! REALLY REALLY BERI BERI NICE :0

And guess what arrived in Singapore?!?!?!

It's DING TEA (DING CHA) *excitementtsss* I was trying to find the picture in Shanghai but couldnt ):
But go try, AWESOME MUCH!!

Come to mammie soon!!!

2011-06-01T14:22:00.003+08:00

I'm so excited for the coming week. Knowing that my pay is in, i just 'add to cart' items without thinking. I step into shop and buy clothes, swipe the card, and happily walk away!!! I'm a happy girl with all the clothes and shoes and what so ever. Cant wait to get the 2 items above from Topshop, then doc marts (still thinking between maryjane or 3-eyes), then oakhammarket for some vintage.

And not to forget, this coming Saturday 4june @ Se7en Iluma for Hooked on Flea. Please come buy my clothes because i really need to clear them for money and for space in my wardrobe for new clothes. HEE!!!! Everything is going from $2 to $20, bargain with me if you want. :D

And the upcoming Saturdays working at The Editors Market Avenue @ Orchard Central level 4. I think it would be easy to spot considering that the shop will be big! Please come visit me. And i'll be working with Eiya, mad excited to work with her. SHAKE SHAKE!!!!

Okayy... I cant stop being excited *shiversss*

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA... Stomp @ Zirca

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COME DOWN AND SUPPORT ME AND WANLI!!!
SELLING MOST OF MY CLOTHES BETWEEN $5 TO $20.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

I want:

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- an iphone
- a pair of classic doctor martens
- bras
- vintage dress and skirts

Haisxzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... But no money!

Cant wait for HOOKEDONFLEA with wanli on 4 JUNE 2011 (SATURDAY).
Shall post more details soon.

Thrift @

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SOFTSKULLXX

EVERYTHING BELOW $25!!!!

had my hair dyed

2011-05-15T19:02:00.004+08:00

now i look like sailormoon or something.

ok! ignore the sailormoon part. I'm gonna talk about the hair cut experience. Really love the way Yori cuts my hair!! Not just the hair cut but the entire experience. You know most salons you go to simply treat you as customer and just let you complete your hair cut, colour, pay money and leave and you probably not sure if you would return again. But Yori was really friendly and nice and talked to me like i'm a friend of his. Yeah! And he could totally read what kind of a person i'm from the way i talk and responded. He knows i'm someone who is kind of introvert, not a conversation starter thats why he is always the one initiating conversations. Really glad he did otherwise the environment would be so awkward.

Anw it was a really small salon with just him alone as a stylist. Well, he is really experience and he studied a diploma entirely about HAIR! like wow?? :O But he is really attentive to my needs and bothers to explain the tid and tad about caring for the hair and what other commercial salons are doing wrong and yadaaa...

So he asked me this question "what is a good hair cut?" I didnt really answer him because apparently i never had a good hair cut experience. Most of my hair cut by far are at neighbourhood salon or most frequently essensuals by toni&guy, but they werent really good hair cut experiences. I guess a good hair cut is not just the end product - hair cut, but the overall, from the moment you step into the store, the hair stylist and the way he treats you. Therefore, i would say he probably have given be the best hair cut experience so far and i would definitely go back there again if i need a hair cut, though the charges are pretty high. :O

Apparently he goes by appointment and he is the only person there so the entire hair salon is yours when you get a hair cut, so you can check out the web and contacts at http://www.just10group.com/whitehouse.php

SHUzzzzZZZZZZzzzzzzZZzzz

2011-05-05T23:21:00.002+08:00

一双最舒服的鞋！

再一双阿妈鞋！！！

好多好多双鞋。。。
还有新买的还没送来！！^^

3rd years

2011-04-17T12:15:00.002+08:00

Well, we had our 3rd years celebrated (kinda not the right word) at botanic gardens. And we did it late, supposedly it should be Wednesday but we were both having attachment so we picnic-ed on a Saturday instead.

I swear i will never cook beef fried rice ever again, the beef tasted like shit!! ): Probably because i didnt marinate them or something, am i even suppose to marinate those beef bought from fairprice ): The fried rice tasted so bad that we each only ate one mouth then threw it away. Luckily he cooked my favourite fried chicken wings. FATT~~~

Oh wells, it was a nice and cooling afternoon spend at botanic gardens. Really nice to be away from the buzzy life and just lay on the greeny green grass patches, watching people, dogs and trees!! Really soothes the mind and hearts :D You guys should try it someday.

Okay, i'm really sad that my face is growing andwoendiqnwxiwnxnznosjownhdiond1odn FAT ): Saw the Shanghai pictures and BANGGGG it's already enormous. Now i'm on this dieting plan to eat healthier and go on jogging (yeah! i jog twice this week already). Really hope i could recover my small face once agan ): HAIISXZZZ it's really demoralizing somehow. Thought of trying beauty products and facial treatment to burn out those chubbiness but well will see how again. ):

Lessons learnt

2011-04-02T21:55:00.002+08:00

Well, i havent been ranting in this space for quite some time. I always look at this space and mind empty because there are no pictures for me to post and all.

But anyway i render i should blog something today. Have been drinking and clubbing this few weeks and i'm kinda glad that i've really protective friends around me. Like the meegiat, fanny, joash and the secondary school friends. They don't just protect me inside the club but also outside the club. Just ytd fanny dropped me a text that said smth like 'be careful if going to club later with xxx hor', i laughed instantly seeing that but was really glad that he did drop the text and fill me in with details subsequently.

Then there's this meegiat who's so short and held my hands :OOO she's an awesome someone to be krubbinsxzzzz and drinkingsxzzzzzzzzz with although she is short. But i like it when my surrounding friends are so willing to care for me. Not the like it kinda like it, but its the kind that really warms my heart. Like ytd outside the krub, this angmo approached me to ask where is zouk when it was just round the corner, meeegiat concernly say he so fake and all. And the day before outside rebel when this drunk guy ramp into me and step onto my legs, wanli scolded him because he seemed to do it on purpose but i thought it wasnt because he looked really drunk. Yeah, sometimes they kinda make me feel that i'm too naive.

Oh besides that, benson's friends are also there for me when i came to think of it, and well benson told me as well. It was shocking but yet funny, another short guy trying to protect me. hahahahaha!! OU NOU! My life revolves around short ppl, ahhhhs keeding ahhhhs keeding.

Well, i kinda look forward to this friday and i pray that pay has already come in by then. I was so broke i had to cancel the krubbinsxz plans ytd ): Everybody ended up not going cos of me ): WEAH!!! but yeah! friday with benson and his friends, ok with benson is kinda awkward fyi :OOO cos we are not like the other usual couples that grope each other, laji, kiss and wadever in the club. We kinda stone somehow inside. :O

Ok end of topic! :D

Looking for: Topshop Plait Bodycon Skirt (Nude/pink)

2011-02-27T21:26:00.001+08:00

Do email me steph_seah@hotmail.com

SELLING POST: Everything over @

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Valentine's day

2011-02-16T00:32:00.002+08:00

Was browsing through the photos when i saw this one. Well, i picked it here cos i think i look chioer and him handsome. LOLS! Self praise is no praise i know.

How was your valentine's day? Well, mine was nothing special. In fact, we didnt celebrate it at all. I wanted a meal at Fish&co, and it ends up that we had dinner at mos burger. I was pretty contended then until i saw facebook and people celebrating it so happily. Then my mood went a little haywired. Yeah! I know i should be contended with what i'm already having. But it does not hurt a little to expect something out of the unexpected and being a little materialistic. Come to think of it, he never gave me anything materialistic i wanted! :O

But still, after thinking it through, i banished those awful bad thoughts because truly love is not something measurable by a mere fantastica valentine's day or material items. It is really the company, the lessons we learnt together, the experiences, the joy, unhappiness and everything that made us grew stronger and closer throughout this 3 years (coming soon)!

Benson's 21st Birthday

2011-02-12T01:30:00.005+08:00

Had benson birthday celebrated at East Coast Villa. Was pretty disappointed with the place )): Especially with the amount of money i paid for it plus the fact that it was one of the dirtiest hotel in Singapore as featured in today's newspaper ): Haissxzzz! But that was my only alternative left as MBS and other nicer chalets were fully booked. Blame it on the fact that his birthday fall on cny period.

But still it was the company that made the entire atmosphere different and i'm glad he enjoyed it! Obviously, with all the really expensive gifts from his friends. He's a rich egg now.

Benson poh's very first time have ice cream cake in his 21 years of life. I swear i had a terrible and hard time finding a suitable cake for him. I ran from one cake shop to another to ask for customizations and all. But plan failed. Settled for swensen's ice cream cake instead and he was sooooo happy knowing that it was ice cream cake. Relief x100000.

His 21st birthday wasnt exactly a blast but im really glad he was contended with what he had. I already told him to lower his expectations though. HAHHAHAS! Plus i spend a bomb on it resulting in no money for the subsequent weeks in january ):
And poor him he had exams during the week of his exams, he was actually studying for his exams on the eve and actual birthday. ROFL!
I shall promise a better 22nd birthday :D

January to February

2011-02-09T09:54:00.003+08:00

It's been long since i type into this space. Life is pretty mundane, not that it is boring but just that there are not many special events or outings worth mentioning here.

I wonder how did i actually spend my January and February. I only could remember learning latin dance, which is something new to me.
Spending alot of money till my bank account left $10 or even lesser.
Working on weekends.
Being happy with Benson poh and enjoying the time spend together.
Planning for his 21st birthday which was an awesome one because of the people and his friends who came.
And many other random things.

Well, i would come up with a proper blog post real soon!

Oh! And my internship is at Ernst&Young. Really hope the experience would be good there, shall pray hard that there are no mishaps. And because of this intern, i could foresee the need to get more formal attire, heels and makeup. Damn! ):

When year 2010 comes to a close

2011-01-04T20:51:00.003+08:00

I know this post came in a little too late. But well, this was how my christmas was celebrated. It was one of the awesomest night ever in year 2010. Meeting my secondary school friends and gathering all together after so long. We could still click and play stupid games despite the fact that we are all eighteen. Eh all go club tgt lehs )): My planning failed each and every single time, siansxz x1000000. Then xmas party with hula&co girls, well the workplace was more than just earning money but really having truck loads of fun with these girls every time i work.

Looking back in 2010, i wonder how exactly did i spend my time this year. There weren't many events that i could recall except for a few.

- BAOC during the beginning of the year was a blast, at least it got me closer to keylene, tom and fanny.
- Spending almost most of my fridays during the beginning of the year with the craziest people and making the fool out of ourselves in orchard. Talking damnn damnn loud.
- Working every sunday at cine then somerset.
- Having stayovers at fanny place and tom making a fool out of himself. Thinking back, i wonder if he was really drunk that night. Feels as though he did it out of purpose (when i think back now arhs!)
- Stayover at my place and me being the worse host ever. Making them sleep on the worse 3 mattresses i could ever find.
- Joining envoys and didn't really contribute much. This could possibly be the worst decision made in 2010.
- The very few birthday celebrations with mayflower people, it was really very few when i recall back.
- A very happy 2 years with bensonpoh spend at chalet and having expensive food and taking neoprintsxz :O
- Spending 5 weeks ie. 33 days in Shanghai with the bloody annoying midget yeo keylene. Had a hell lot of fun and gain many good friends. Experience both ups and downs. And also burnt a hole in the pocket with the shopping and all.
- Losing my grandmother especially on my birthday was one of the worst night in 2010. But come to think of it, maybe God had it all planned out. Whenever i have any special occasions or events say me and benson's anniversary or anything else, there's bound to be something 'bad' happening. And there was already this impending omen right from the beginning of my birthday, i was not happy and i cried out of the blue moon and then one faithful call ended the day.

But well, i'm glad 2010 comes to an end, with 2011 stepping in or already stepped in. I'm still very glad benson was with me throughout this time and brought me tonnes of joy and comforting me when im emotional and all. Thanks for tolerating all my nonsense, everyone would agree i'm nonsensical (i could forsee melissa nodding her head) :O
And and may i meet all my secondary school friends more more more often in 2011.

PLANS:

2010-12-12T21:24:00.003+08:00

#1. To get my hair cut or probably change a hair style. I have been thinking of the exact hair style i want today and something that would look nice with my round face. I was thinking of going for the Serena's in GG style, like messy loose curls. Well, i would have to consult the hairdresser soon! Before year 2011 at least.

#2. Going to london weight for that free trial and slim down my damn face. Argh! Benson just asked how did it grew so round? ): Sad!

#3. Go for dressmaking course at CC. hawhaw! Then i have the perfect excuse to sew more dresses, clothes and get a sewing machine

#4. Going overseas before the internship starts. And bensonpoh is tagging along.

#5, Planning bensonpoh's 21st birthday. Headache! I actually draft out a number of plans, gonna get started with them soon i guess. And i'll need to save money for it ):

#6. Work more, do more replacement!!! Earn money!!!

#7. Pack up my cupboard because the clothes are spilling out.

(to be continued...)

My dearest grandmother

2010-11-23T10:04:00.002+08:00

You are that someone who created fond memories for me. That someone who was always there for me when i was younger and took extreme care for me because i was the only girl among the others then.

The kindergarten days were the best experiences with you. We would head out to amk to walk around after schools. We would eat macdonald's fish burger. Without fail, i would only eat the bread and you would eat the fish, because i hated fish at that point in time. Then, i would stay at your house for the entire day, jump around, play masak masak, cook with you, watch teletubbies when it was 6pm and you would cook egg with rice for my dinner. Those were the times you were healthy, strong, happy and all.

There were so many memories together that it was hard for me to count. The nights when all my cousins would stay over at my grandmother's place, we would just lay mattresses in the living room and cuddle together. The times when we woke up as early as 5am to go to the wet market because i couldn't sleep. The times when you taught me how to cook curry chicken, chicken rice, chicken wings, chop chilli, onions and all. The times where i would call the police for the joy of it (i was young then) and hang up, only to realize the police would actually call back, and i would get so frightened. The times when you gave me extra allowance because you were afraid i never had enough food.

The primary school days when i loved crying when i'm all alone in school. I remembered you would sit outside the class to wait for me. I even resort to lying to my teacher saying that i'm going to the washroom just to make sure you were there and all.

Then, whe you contracted with breast cancer, it was almost the downpoint in your life. But you so bravely faced it. I mean if i were to contract such diseases i wouldn't have the courage to continue living and undergo all the painful treatment. Even then, you grew back up stronger. I remember the times i accompanied you to chemotheraphy, you were so strong then, even when you were pushed into the room to undergo the treatment, you still came out alright and told me the experience. You brought me to explore SGH, brought me to eat good food and all. Really, you treated me like your precious gem back then. Nobody knows how much you loved me, except for myself.

As years pass by, as i grew up, as i busied myself with olevel preparation, i had lesser and lesser times with you. It could be months even before i meet you again. I know i failed badly as a granddaughter. I have no one to resent except myself. I constantly told myself that i should visit you but time wouldn't allow me to do so. But again, we are the ones that find time ourselves. I remembered my olevel english oral was on grandparents. And i talked about you, about the times we spend together, i talked to the extend that i started to stutter and teared.

When you started to grow weaker over the pass 1 year, it pains my heart to see you like this. I know you feel pain and feel even worse inside. But you held a strong front in front of all of us. Even when you were at the hospital, you never stop worrying about our family and money issues. It really pain my heart to see that when you are already so feeble and weak, you could even show the concern for us. No doubt, you are really a great grandma. When you held my hand the other day at the hospital, telling me about the fear of dying, fear that everyone is leaving you and dumping you aside, and insisting on returning home. I really could not do anything, i know that my consoles are not even half fruitful. I am sorry i could not do my part to bring you home, to fulfill your very last wish.

On my birthday itself, i was not particularly happy from the start of the day even though benson showered me with loads of surprises. I even teared about 3 times throughout the day, partly because i wasn't happy with the arrangement. But after that when i received the phone call, i realised maybe it was you, maybe you were showing me the sign, but i just yet to realise it. When i rush to the hospital, i could only see your tiny frame there, breathing was slowing down. I know you have a thousand things to say to us but you just couldn't. As you slowly passed away, i know you went off peacefully. Really grandmother, everyone fears death, everyone wishes to die peacefully and i'm glad that you did. I really hope that you are doing fine no matter where you are. You really did created beautiful childhood memories for me and my cousins and brothers. I love you!

LOOKING FOR: Schwing Schwing Connect The Dots Top

2010-11-16T00:50:00.000+08:00

Email me if you have it: steph_seah@hotmail.com

DR MARTENS

2010-11-11T01:29:00.001+08:00

YES/NO???

OH YAAYYYYY! Birthday coming. Finally 18 years old. I just realize i'm the last one among my secondary school friends. Big Sad Egg!
Can't wait to be out with Bensonpoh, like finally! That is the only day i can see him after sooo long i guess.
Tired, want to sleep!

It goes round and round~

2010-11-03T09:54:00.002+08:00

Well, i have nothing to blog since i return because i dont know what to blog and have nothing better to do with my life.
I have no idea what is going within myselt either, probably after reading keylene's blog i understood why and we felt the same

My days have been ups and downs recently.
Mainly struggling within myself. One moment i could be fine, another moment deep down i start thinking about stuff.
Mayb sometimes i didnt show it. But yeah!

That's partially how i felt as well. And i'm really glad that despite all this i can run into Benson's arms, my only solitude. Probably tmr and friday would be better as i will be meeting my closest people.

2010-11-02T13:39:00.002+08:00

There's nothing much i could talk about. Nothing pretty much smooth sailing. Be it schoool or family.
Like i say, thank God there's Benson being there for me at all times. He could be my best friend because he knows exactly what to do at the moment.

2010-10-16T10:33:00.001+08:00

I will be back at Singapore in a week's time! Can't wait!

Photolog Shanghai

2010-10-12T23:51:00.003+08:00

LET'S TALK ABOUT SHANGHAI

2010-09-23T22:50:00.002+08:00

4th day here, things have been running smoothly with some ups and downs.
Haven't explore many other places. Only been to Nanjing Road, 88 floor Observation Building which is also Grand Hyatt Hotel, Huangpu River, Dong Fang Ming Zhu, Bund, Yuyuan and more.

Shopping at NANJING ROAD isnt that awesome, they are a little up market. But the brands are what you don't get in Singapore, but sadly don't appeal to me. The shoes are naisxz but thanks to my big foot, i can't find any that fits. But the night life that is awesome, with tonnes of people and the lights go boomz boomz boomz.

Shopping at YUYUAN was much better. There were really cheap stores selling shoes at SGD$10 to $20. And there is a H&M there, although i was being told there's a bigger one in Huaihai Rd. But still i grab tonnes of items off the racks at H&M. I scared myself a little, but i thought it was worth it. I don't get them in Singapore so it would be one of a kind, and some of their apparels are really cheap, cheaper than topshop(: Oh! Our first attempt to bargain at the road side stores failed pretty badly. ):

The boat ride at HUANGPU RIVER was awesome. There was slight drizzle and the weather turn chillier. The combination made the ride really soothing and all, plus point the scenery and people there. There's this cute cheena guy there too! :O And i took a picture with the globe there, benson!!! GLOBE LEHHHS! :D

The people here range from really friendly to really rude. But apparently i was all kind to all sorts of people, except keyleneyeo asking me to not to be friendly to the rude ones and be really nice to the nicer people. She was never in service line apparently.

The toilets in the shopping mall operate so much differently compared to Singapore. People don't queue for the toilets and simply rush for one once the doors open. KIASU much. But somehow i link this to the fact of their big population, imagine so many women queuing up. In S'pore the q could already extend till outside, if they q here it would be WOWOWOWOWOW!!!

The roads are madness, the cars and bikes go anyway they like. You could apparently not cross the green lights here without taking alot (i mean alot) of precaution, if not u would land in the hospital!

What else??? Benson was at Shanghai for my first 2 days there but we didn't meet. The place is just a little tad too big plus my schedule did not allow me much free time. ): He is now leaving for Singapore, ahhhhs! I will miss him very very much.... 29 more days!!! I'll be back, i'll jump and hug him once i'm out at the arrival hall. And i would obviously dress up like some da ming xin, wear my shades and all, wait for him to carry my placard and shout cheers, ok i'm dreaming!!! :D I'll buy back many many many many food, the pocky here damn alot of varieties, get more for u people yeaaaaa! :D

Oh! Today we made many more new friends, started on class and projects. And eat at those eateries here. The food are totally dirt cheap!! SGD$1.50 for zhar jiang mian, that wasnt that bad after all. At night, they eat zhichar only SGD$1.50 plus for each person. WOW right! Compared to Singapore, yuck! The food can fight i guess, maybe not cleanliness. HEEE! And the xiaolongbao, i chapok a few from kailin today. REALLY DELICIOUS!!! LIKE YUMMMMMMYYYY! I wonder i can bring them back to sg??? HEEESS! I'm gonna eat all the different types of xlb here from different places to find the nicest of them all. :D

Ok! Blog more when i explore more places, any nice places to intro?(:

DAY 1&2

2010-09-23T01:21:00.006+08:00

Before leaving for Shanghai, at airpoooot:

At Shanghai:

At Nanjing Road:

DAY 0

2010-09-23T01:10:00.002+08:00

Send benson to the airport at 9pm cos he was flying to Shanghai, 1 day before i leave for mine. We were soooo early, we had nothing better to do, we toured around the entire Changi Airport T3. We hug and part at the departure halls )): SADNESS but i didnt cry, not until when he called the following day.

day 1&2

2010-09-21T22:21:00.001+08:00

yeah!!!! finally can blog and access the websites like TWITTER.
will post up the pictures and all soon!
going to bathe!!!

LUUULUUUULAAALAAA

2010-09-18T11:30:00.001+08:00

Before i leave:

2010-09-18T10:45:00.002+08:00

Another 1 more day before i'm gone, i wonder if i could log into facebook, twitter, hotmail, blogger if im there. Heard that i need to dwld something first ):

A little trepidation, i wonder if i would die there. If kailin falls sick and goes for drip (which she is apparently scared of), i'll be left all alone! What a bad thing when u go overseas for so long with only 1 close friend. Ok, i shall make friends! Yes i shall! We shall be a fun bunch together and break curfew :O did i mentioned curfew is 9:30pm. OMG! Since when i go out and came home so late. Plus how i go out shopping.

I did my research of the places to shop there, keylene let's go SHOPPING!!!! WOOHOOOOOOOOO~ I cant believe im gonna sleep in the same room as her for 33days, i'll probably die from her stinky legs. :O Plus we were told the toilet is squat-kind, argh! I've never used that for eons, i tried it today, my legs couldnt stay for long, and i cant aim my pee (SADLY).

But come to think of it, we need to spend sooooo much time there studying, completing 2 modules, one IS which is doing research on Shanghai, another BCOMM. ARGH! 2 6-month modules completed in 5 weeks. EEYUUUCKKK! Cant we just go there and relax? I wanna go overseas maybe bkk in year 3, purely relaxing! Heee! (:

I'm gonna miss alot alot alot of people!
1. Benson
1. Family
2. Friends
3. BeiBei, my bearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
4. Work

I cried sooo much ytd when i was with Benson, not that because we are leaving each other, but we actually quarrelled, dumb much, fancy quarrelling when we are leaving in 1 day, not meeting for another 5 weeks, maybe the relationship would drift, hope not. But we are fine now, are we? yes we are! He's leaving later at 1am for 5 days at Shanghai, and i probably wont see him, unless fate :O plus my curfew, haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz! He promised to take care of my grandma too!

I'm gonna leave my mummy home alone for 5 weeks! Home sick much! Plus thinking that my brothers are freaking much loser. My mum will be such a poor thing at home. She has to mop the floor, iron the clothes and all. I simply wish my brothers were a bit more mature, could think for her or smth. Simple things like washing THEIR CUPS after they drink/dont drink they also cant do. Wonder what are their hands, going to army and learning to be independent for. Freaking pampered, disgusting, work-for-nothing kiddos! HMPH!

AHHHS! My friends! I could have spend the holidays with them, catching up and all. Plus the JC students are having holidays alrd, after their alevels are over. But im overseas for my entire holiday. SAD MUCH! But i'll have people i love sending me off tmr yea! WHHHEEEEEEE!

My beibei, ok fine! It's a bear! Yeah a SOFT TOY! But it has been with me for since i was Primary 4 or something, i've been sleeping with it for the past many years. And it has turned black and full of my smell now. Even if i go batam or overseas for 1-2 days, i would bring it along, hide it in my luggage. But now, im gonna leave it here when im in Shanghai, or should i stuff it into my luggage. HEE? :D

Work! Oh work! Money!!!!! No work = no income = cant meet the others at work = miss them much. Ok, i'll promise to slog my asses off at work when im back, need to earn back the money im going to spend there. HEE!

Hmmmm... hopefully i'll have fun time there! And i'll try to blog also, if i can! LOVVE YA ALL!!

eeyuck and eeyuck and eeyuck

2010-09-13T00:42:00.001+08:00

1 soul missing though. But still as noisy as ever. They just cant stop quarreling over minor things, make me damn damn pissed off, in a not angry way though. I'm gonna miss their company minus keylene, i only love dynamites ya know! GET LOST KEYLENE! :O hahas! Who who who call me fat!!! :O HIIIEEE FAT GIRL *wavessssss*

8 more days to Shanghai, time to pack my luggage so that i know what's missing and what to buy before i leave!

NoryBuckle Strapped Concealed Wedge

2010-09-11T22:37:00.000+08:00

Impressive no?

Update

2010-09-11T00:27:00.001+08:00

My exams are over!
I got 9 more days before i fly to Shanghai.
I need to pack my luggage soon and decide on the clothes to bring there.
I need to research on Shanghai and the places to shop before i go there.
I'm going to Sentosa tomorrow, and so happenly envoys are gonna be there. Pray hard i won't see them pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I'm going to sleep now, vvvvv tired.
I want to go visit docmarten on Sunday during work break, wanna try their shoes (not boots).

HIIIIIIEEEEE A.WANG.MEI.HUA.

2010-09-06T23:13:00.003+08:00

Pictures snapped during Meihua's surprise birthday at sakae. Not totally a surprise though thanks to TWY! LOLS! And all the pictures, i have got a zillion cute expressions. Aint i a SWEETTIIIEEE!!! ROFL, vomit foam! :O

NEW FOUND LOVE: Chace Crawford/Blake Lively

2010-09-06T09:30:00.003+08:00

I can just steamsxz when i look at his face. Ok, i'm gonna sound like any other fan-girl, he's so cute, drop dead gorgeous, oh and his body is nice.

Then i saw this online: 'Chace Crawford was arrested in Plano, Texas for possession of marijuana, and he has already bail bonded out of jail.' But who cares right, i mean that's common in the states. I wouldnt mind him as my boyfriend, even if he cheats on me! LOLS! But he is really a heartthrob.

I can watch gossipgirls series, look at him and smile to myself. OH! CHACE CHACE CRAWFORD~~~

Not to forget, Blake is really pretty, when i watch the first series years ago, i didnt think she looked pretty. In fact i thought Leighton Meester was prettier. But now, she was proved to be prettier, at least in the long run. So elegant, beautiful and all. Yeah, i love to look at pretty girls.

Life is a lie with a big if stuck in between

2010-09-02T14:34:00.002+08:00

Playsuit from max&more

Step Up 3

2010-09-01T23:01:00.002+08:00

Caught Step Up 3, the non-3d one. Just came home and youtubed the 3d version! Argh, should have caught the 3d one instead. But yeah, i shall head to the theatres for the 3d one soon. I'm absolutely impressed by the dances, that's of no doubt. But the story line is quite good too, i suppose better than the others. Not the typical ones at least. THUMBS UP UP UP :D

Oh, i particularly love the water scene the best. I've no idea why when people dances with water, i'll go wow wow wow. Like the effects they create and the coolness. Oh man, makes me feel like dancing again. Benson was complaining, when are you gonna live your dreams. (so profound coming out from him.)

Zac Posen for Target

2010-08-31T18:10:00.000+08:00

I'm leaving on a jetplane.

2010-08-31T10:58:00.002+08:00

Sent me off on 20 September.
Terminal 3.
At 1010AM. (omg! how how how to wake up)

H&M Fall 2010

2010-08-31T10:55:00.001+08:00

Visuals (2) // With Benson Poh Zi Hao

2010-08-28T20:34:00.004+08:00

On a friday, we spend cooking CARBOBARA! Plus some bacon, oh! bacon is naisxz! (:
So benson was supposedly the chef so i just sat around using my laptop etc. And he starts complaining that i'm not helping and all. HEELLLOOO! You said u were the chef.

I end up cooking with him, argh! The carbonara tasted synthetic at first, like some puking taste, but i save the day with some cheese and egg. But he still says it tasted weird ): How to cook nice carbonara? Or maybe we should just stick to the traditional tomato sauce. LOLS!

On another friday, which is yesterday, i accompanied him to Queensway to search for bball shoes. Troublesome much, want look nice, want cheap, want good, where to find?? ): In the end, with much STEPH'S TALK he settled with a pretty pair and cheap and nice. Derhs, the uncle see me nice and pretty gave more discount, oh just kidding :O

Oh! Then we headed to IKEA! Cos i wanted to shop for things to revamp my bloody messy cupboard. We shopped around the ikea, browsing the showrooms, acted like WGM (LUU!), look at the kids, stood outside the very very very crowded restaurant cos we wanted meatballs but we finally gave up cos of the crowd.

I was telling benson i wanted a WALK-IN WARDROBE, and he said LET'S BREAK UP (in a joking tone). I'm sad ): HAHAS! Apparently he knows if he married me, half of his earnings will go into my shopping. Nahhs lahhs, i'm an independent woman ok. I can feed myself.

And ytd i was really nice and we talk about everything under the sun. I ask him about his relationship with P and the other gfs. And he starts telling me how i scare away all his girlfriends, as in girl kinda friends, he said i made them scared to be close to him. Oh man, i know i was kinda emotional about it initially, but now i kind of sort things out and i allow him to be open with them etc. As in i can accept lahhs! Wont go crazy that kind when he's out with them, but he keeps saying i only SAY only, when the thing actually happens, i will start weeping and act crazy. ):

But i do realize i'm kind of a selfish girlfriend. He said if he were to sleep at P's place, P would just let him sleep and watch him sleep. But if it's me, i would wake him up if i had nth better to do. TRUE :O Then i start asking what kind of girl is P cos i truly kind of admire her for her beauty and all. Then he describe her as demure and all. OMG! Demure, i'm demure too okay! :OOO (keylene should agree)

And throughout the whole convo, it was more of interesting than jealousy :O And then i allowed him to take a puff last night also. WAA! I'm too naisxz.

So today, i spend my morning packing up my cupboard. And tadaaaaaaaaaaa...~~~~

(BEFORE)

(AFTER)

Nice???? I got that floral sorter thing, i think my clothes are too heavy, the Velcro can snap off anytime. And if i cont to get more clothes, everything i rearrange would go down the drain. So i should just stop spending for the time being.

Visuals (1) // Stayover at my place

2010-08-28T20:29:00.003+08:00

Hi Keylene! Hi Fanny! Hi Tom!

So they stayed over at my place for one night, trying hard to squeeze in my living room with only 2 fans. Poor them. And i only had 1 acceptable mattress and one holey one and one baby mattress that tom slept one. YUCK!

Thanks to keylene and tom, we had to drag our feets out at 3am to amk hub's mac. HEY FAT!!!!

Complex Geometries

2010-08-27T11:21:00.004+08:00

I love the how they make simplistic clothes appear so stylistic and all. Anyone could make them and pull them off easily.

Random Thoughts!

2010-08-27T01:14:00.002+08:00

#1. It's Weihao's birthday today. Yeah, i just saw it on fb and wished him. Fyi, i dont know him well, not even counted as hi-bye friends, ok maybe not so jialat since he's benson's friend. But i could remember a few incidents with him. One was when benson was all alone HOMELESS cos he quarreled with his dad, and i was out meeting jere as promised and couldnt accompany him. I've totally no idea why but i approach weihao smsing him and asking him to accompany benson for the time being. That's totally out of place right, i'm now wondering why i contact him and not the others. I think i did contact maybe yeekhang? or probably at that point in time they were closer or smth.
And did i study with him before? Maybe with him and benson and some others, cant remember. But it's quite surprising he is such a studious student. I bet if keylene was in Mayflower, she would be steaming when she saw him.

#2. I was chatting with Jere tonight and he reminded me of alot of the past memories. The days when me, laiyee, jere and yuxi studied together in the library during sec2/3. Those beautiful memories, we were kind of the nosiest in the library and all. We did stupid things, talk about really funny stuffs, i counted the number of moons in the library. We made so much noise that we were often tsk at. ):

#3. Then i was reminded of how beautiful memories were at MFSS. I would die with no regrets because i had a real enjoyable sec school life in MFSS. Meeting the fun bunch of people and being the President unwillingly, dancing, being recognized by the aunties around even after i graduated. (: HEEHEE! I'm shy! It's very heart warming whenever i go back. Even if i dread going back alone, i'm always glad i meet familiar faces around, the teachers, the toilet aunties, the office aunties. They all treat me really well when i was a student and even when i graduated. Less than 3 you.

#4. Benson randomly asks me to go Queensway tmr just so he can buy bball shoes. And just nice Queensway has IKEA so i agreed. Yeah! Fulfill my one wish to go ikea shopping and revamp my cupboard to store more clothes :D:D

#5. Sunday is SAD day as keylene says so. I'm kinda looking forward though it's somehow dumb! :O

*sobs**sobs*@bensonpoh

2010-08-26T18:29:00.003+08:00

Hi Benson, I'm crying!

I just sob over the phone while talking with him, though i just met him for like less than 3 hours ago. Argh, i'm such a loser. So fast love sick, yuck! The reason being in less than 3 weeks, i'm leaving for Shanghai for 5 weeks. And judging from my need to study for exams, i can at most accompany him for 1 week plus only. And i'll fly off, and become a cheena, before returning to S'pore in October.

I hate the feeling i'm feeling now. But yet i dunno what sort of feeling is that. I'm worrying about having not enough money to spend in Shanghai, i'll probably die of hunger there. I'm worried i'll miss him too much and break down in tears there. I'm worried about my mother and the others at home, especially my granny. Cos i totally phail as a granddaughter, i haven't been seeing her for ages and whenever i visit her it's when she's in the hospital. Yes, i suck totally! Like only when something happens then i visit her, otherwise i'll choose to stay at home, even doing nothing, rather than going to her house to accompany her, and her house is just a few blocks away. ARGH! I SUCK ): I shall visit her tomorrow no matter what, i promise myself.

Hmmmm... Back to benson poh. Will he still love me when i come back? Will he be with other girls alrd? Yeah, i know all the worries sound dumb (like HEY DUMB), worthless because i should trust him. And yes i do! Just that being apart makes you ARGHHHHH~~~

*abrubt ending*

Teenage Dream by Katy Perry

2010-08-25T01:31:00.000+08:00

I need an update~

2010-08-24T22:22:00.002+08:00

I'm wanting to blog in this space for the longest time, but apparently there is nothing much for me to talk/rant about. Nothing much has been going on in my life except studying cos exams are less than 2 weeks away ): ARGH! Sad life! I've been studying with more digression here and there, especially with Benson's itouch around, i'll suka suka take it out, on wifi and bloghop around.

Ok, i don't like blogging without pictures but i'm just so lazy to upload the pictures during elgin and meihua's bday. Plus meihua haven upload the pictures for her bday. ARGH! Lazinessssssss~~~ So without pictures of my face, i just paste some fashion pictures i liked :O

And yes, i'm on this diet and saving plan day thing. Unfortunately today i broke my streak and eat more than usual. Me eating more than usual is really alot, not that my diet is = DONT EAT AT ALL. Fyi, my diet is eating a meal a day plus some other snacking, so not really diet :O Plus i spend money again. In 2 days, i spend $50 at ntuc, but that is cos im buying my necessity so not counted, but i shopped again. Argh! Stupid bloody itchy hand. I shall promise i will control. Even benson cant stop me, i wonder who can?

Ok! I'm gonna go get back to studying. xoxo! In less than 3 weeks, i'm flying to Shanghai. Be there to send me off and say byebye cos i'll be gone for a month. Hell, i'm going to shop my asses of in Shanghai and come back S'pore and slog my asses off at Hula&co.

Wo ai pian yi huo!~

2010-08-23T20:02:00.002+08:00

Updated with new items, prices really cheap. Please do spread the love!

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JC... oh babbyy JC

2010-08-20T12:29:00.001+08:00

Would any kind soul heading to manila, bk or uk or us or anywhere with Jeffrey Campbell boutiques help me out.
The image of the boots can't leave my head ): I'm sad. LOLS! I could get them online but the thing is that they are way cheaper in the boutique if im not wrong, i could save close to 50bucks.
Yeah, i'm desperate! I could probably wait till im in Shanghai and try to search for them myself, but i can't wait. ARGH):

Adam Day // Wedding Shots

2010-08-17T21:33:00.002+08:00

So very sweet! I would love to have my photoshoot like that. Even benson suggested it! Though it's not very natural as seen in the videos, but still it looks naturally awesome :D

Oh! FYI I'm not being friendly here. Just happen to read someone's blog and agree ttm!

2010-08-17T16:21:00.000+08:00

Sometimes people should just shut their mouth up on other people's fashion. Like hello! Look at what you're wearing first. There are no limits to fashion ok. Who are you to judge other's people fashion sense and what they are wearing. Smearing insensitive comments just to make the person feel bad and think they look bad. HELLOOOO! They don't work, because you have not justified yourself yet to look even good! Even cheap clothes can look good so talk so much for what. Stuff up your mouth first lahhs! Talk so much as if you got the money to buy good clothes like that.

Fucked up brother (no S fyi)

2010-08-15T23:25:00.001+08:00

Fucked up brother (no S fyi)

2010-08-15T23:25:00.000+08:00

Birkenstock Clogs

2010-08-15T00:17:00.001+08:00

I just saw them online, so cute right. Wonder if they'll look good on me. I shall go check them out in stores, on a side note, why so expensive one?

Long long time ago...

2010-08-14T23:46:00.001+08:00

There's this girl who is pretty busy and lazy at the same time. Argh! I've been lazy to upload pictures and to update about my life.

Just ytd benson came over to my house and we tried making cabonara. Yeah! Benson was the chef, apparently a failed one. The cabonara tasted sour and synthetic at first, i almost vomit when i tasted it while he was cooking. Then i saved the day by adding salt and egg into it. WHAHAHAS! But still he thinks it taste weird, but i think it's naisxz! And for the first time i cooked naisxz spaghetti (as in without the sauce), the previous time i did it too soggy, this time round it's just naisxz. :O Happy egg!

Elgin's bday on wednesday, we celebrated it over at Weeyang's place. We had helload of fun catching up, having psychology talks with jere, making fun of jere, shouting, screaming, being an insane girl till the guys could tolerate no longer and started to whine over how much i changed. Not for the worst yea, just that i was too insane and noisy and ask stupid questions, do retarded actions and all. Oh man, i need a change! ): anw HAPPY BDAY ELGIN.

Tomorrow is work and i'll meet meihua on monday, it's her birthday :D

Shakuhachi // Twisted Middle Dress

2010-08-10T23:10:00.001+08:00

I was blown away when i saw this. The fabric and construction and everything is just so pleasing to look at, well maybe except the price. I shall find some fabric and do something similar for myself, or maybe get someone to do for me ): Anyone has any idea anywhere/people who make clothings?

Photolog

2010-08-10T17:52:00.004+08:00

Argh! Why they so hot!?!?!

2010-08-05T00:21:00.001+08:00

Anyone has any idea who is that girl who did that solo? From snsd?

Speaking about Shanghai

2010-08-04T23:38:00.002+08:00

I told Benson i'm going to spend my life earnings away there. I'm going to search for this pair of Jeffrey Campbell when i'm in Shanghai.

Then he started telling me how he cousin spend $700 singapore dollars within the first week during his intern in Shanghai. I think i'll be worse, i'm a girl somemore, the shopping is enough to kill my pockets. But nevermind, i'll earn when i'm back. (:

I should look on the bright side, get my cheap and pretty stuffs first then say. HAHAS!

Some meaningful things i read everyday.

2010-08-04T00:04:00.003+08:00

Talk is CHEAP, actions are expensive. Don't talk about it until you're able to afford the action.

Actions really do speak louder than words. And promises mean nothing without proof.

Your parents may be old fashioned. Never take them for granted, cos when they're gone you'll miss them like hell.

By being hurt, we learn not to hurt other people because we already know how much pain it caused.

Life is like ice cream, enjoy it before it melts away... Life is too short to be bitter!

Everything happens for a reason, even though most of the time, the reason isn't as clear as we'd like.

When you've become their lover, be their bestfriend too. For a bestfriend understands in & out the most.

When you really love someone, u wouldn't lie to them. Because u know the truth may hurt them but lies could kill them.

It’s funny how one minute, you can be so close to someone. And the next, it’s like you never knew them!

"You said "Don't take it personally"... But how am I supposed to take it ? I'M A PERSON!"

Love is accepting someone they way they are; for both good and bad times.

God is full of surprises. The problem is that people feel disappointed before they realize it's a surprise.

tia gong li kio wa lai ji town si ai kua wo eh ~~~~

2010-08-03T23:34:00.002+08:00

Tagged TOMUU

Oh! The crazy people came over to my house for a stayover last night. That's the last thing on my list that could have ever happen. My house is so small, dirty, dusty and everything. I've totally no idea why they are so persistent in staying over at my place. End up they three squeeze in the living room with a holey mattress, baby mattress and the one and only comfortable mattress, and only 2 pillow, few cushions, 1 blanket and 1 sleeping bag. I'm a totally bad bad host. Hiak hiak!

The best part: Slack till 3am and head to Mac. I'm like so shag and the 1 black and 1 fat insist on eating mac. ARHGH! ): I'm hurt. I could have been sleeping so peacefully. And the whiny fanny continues to whine!

OH! Hieeeee chio bu *waves*

Anw here are some of our epic phrases:
1. I'M SORRY LEEEEIIIIIIIII
2. Lan lan lol
3. Tia gong li kio wa lai ji town si ai kua wo eh~~~~
4. Who cares bout tom/fanny

Oh! Whatcya say!~~~

2010-08-03T22:11:00.001+08:00

Fanny, tom and keylene came over for a stayover.
Something interesting out of the uninteresting yea?

Life is so mundane.

2010-08-01T11:26:00.002+08:00

Okayy! I've nothing much into life recently. No pictures to do the talking also.
It's been school and work and nothing much already! ):
I've been reading fashion blogs lately and there's so many pretty things, which are also expensive, i wonder how this people earn their money and spend on them.

Look at this wardrobe:

Yes, someone actually owns it. I bet she doesnt wear all of those shoes up there. It's like WOAHHH! when i saw it. So many Jeffrey Campbell and other high high heels. Argh! Jealousy kills!

Then i saw this picture:

So nice! I would love a walk-in closet when i have my own house in future. Speaking of closet, mine is bursting with the tonnes of new clothes i bought and some even got for free. LUUU! It so much, that i end up putting my new clothes in a paper bag outside the wardrobe. I have to find a way to redesign that closet, like add boxes in or smth. Hahahs!(:

Okayy, better go study! I'm working later @313 with Gwen, cant wait :D

2010-07-29T20:10:00.000+08:00

"Love is not blind, it simply enables one to see things that others can't!"

Thank You Benson,

2010-07-28T23:27:00.002+08:00

Such a sweetie! How can a woman ever get enough of shoes. But the thing is me and benson kind of think we are a little tad too rich and overspend alot, spending money on things we sometime shouldnt. ):

But then again, time value of money. A dollar today is worth less tomorrow, so why not spend today.

Anw, tmr gonna wake up at 8am to collect passport at ica building. Argh to that teacher i/c of the Shanghai trip for gl-ing me on not submitting my passport to apply for visa. Hello! I told you i was renewing my passport eons ago. Blame it on ica, not me!!!

Oh, i'm going to Shanghai from 20Sept till October, the entire holidays. Come send me off, fine thick skin like keylene :O

If i were a...

2010-07-28T00:21:00.002+08:00

I look at this picture and suddenly feel that it seems so fake, like some picture perfect, some model shoot or something. We look like some mannequins, my gosh!

Anw we had 3 hours break today so me keylene and tom headed for kfc. Apparently we were loud people, we made a total fool out of ourselves in school and on the way to bukit timah plaza. Like argh! Keylene scares the shit out of me. I've never met such a scary woman in my entire life, and i swear she gets all the shit out of you, causing me to pinch, slap, punch, kick her! She totally turns people off!

Well, they think i'm suitable to be the role of President. And yesh! They are totally in LALALAND! Like wake up your idea keylene and tom! You guys are trying to be funny totally. If i were to be one, the first people i will avoid is keylene, derhs!!! Before she drains me out, i shall build my wall! WHAHAHAHHAHA! Who cares bout keylene!?!?! :D

Oh, talking about becoming the president and requiring popularity votes, i came up with really stupid actions on how my poster should be. Well, it's kinda inside joke! :O But who in the hell will vote for me lahhs, no wonder they siao!

Goodbye cine!

2010-07-26T12:09:00.002+08:00

Well, ytd was the last day at cine. Cos they are planning to upsize Editor's and close down hula downstairs cos apparently they are not earning much from it! I camwhored in the shop before opening. Hiakhiak! I will miss hula there cos im always alone there and people come to visit me most of the time to keep me accompanied.

So far, the closest friend i have in hula would be serena cos i worked the longest with her before poly started. Thereafter i always come and go, doing replacement here and there and meeting the other girls only once in a while, but then we still became friends that can talk about anything. Oh the Philippines girls are awesome people too, they are really friendly and we can talk/laugh almost everything. :D Not to forget people like eiya who is really naisxz ttm! She super friendly that even if you do not know her she still can talk to you like there's no tmr :O

But anyway, i'll be on 'leave' at hula till david gets me a place to work. On the other hand, i get to spend the free time on dance.

Quick update!

2010-07-25T00:08:00.004+08:00

Yesterday: Headed to Merlion International Dancesport event to help out for the sake of Mr. Ong. Well, there were latin dancers (young to old) from all over the country there. Yes, handsome guys and girls dressed in pretty dresses that you always see.

I was particularly attracted to this korean girl, because of her looks, the way she dances and everything about her is just so memorizing. Her dance and turns are imba, considering she's on heels, and her heels are slightly higher than others. Plus point, she's 12 and under when she is taller than me, slimmer than me, prettier than me and definitely look older and more mature than me. The typical korean popstar that make many men drool. I was practically stalking her and looking at her dances. And she did win!!!! :D

Oh, the night event included all the finalists so you can really expect to see really good dancers. And indeed there were but i couldnt really watched because i was so involved in my work as a security guard. Very naisxz! But i saw fion there, well she's one of the bloggers i stalk and she is really pretty, skinny, and has really lovely hair. I almost faint when i saw her, couldnt really recognize her because she is so much prettier than in photos. You know how many bloggers we see on the streets appear very different than in pictures, mostly less pretty. :O

Left the place at ard 11pm feeling extremely tired. i slept on the shuttle bus + train. ): Oh! Ong is helping me to get into the classes at Allan. Woots! I'm going back to dance, though it's dancesports, but i like experiencing smth new. Plus after watching them perform ytd, i'm like woooo! Spin in heels :O

From twitter: Did you notice that Tik Tok and California Gurls sound kinda similar?

2010-07-21T22:51:00.002+08:00

I feel kinda irritated listening to this! Like WHAT THE HELL!!!

On a side note, weekends are approaching. It's gonna be a real busy weekend, friday heading to town, saturday helping Mr. Ong for some latin competition (like so long after i see him), sunday work and it'll be my last day at hula&co cine cos they are gonna close the shop and expand Editor's Market upstairs :O So drop by and get pieces at just $15!!!!

A new digital holga is coming my way. Happy egg!!! :D

SHOPWSTEPHENIE

2010-07-20T11:38:00.000+08:00

Updated SHOPWSTEPHENIE.
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Pretty Pink Balloons

2010-07-20T09:44:00.000+08:00

I was blown away when i saw this picture, how aesthetically appealing is the model and the pale pink balloons surrounding her. I always love balloon, despite the fact i need to burst tonnes of them in camp. I want helium balloons, i want to fill my room with all this pretty things.

Some reflection for today.

2010-07-19T22:33:00.002+08:00

Had our I&E presentation, headed to ICA to change my passport photo. By i was being told to apply for a new passport because the service to change passport photo was no longer available. Nice one, govt's way to earn our money once again. Like wth, change a bloody photo also need $70, extend expiry date also $70. HOLY SHIT~! Like what is so wrong with the government, you guys chose to insert the EXPIRY DATE column and now charge people money to extend the EXPIRY DATE. And blame the immigrants for being unable to compare pictures, asking us to change our photos, hello! People face change overtime, be it grow prettier, uglier, fatter or what, why in the hell charge us money for the changes in the way we look! ARRGH!!! It's 70 DOLLARS, not 7 DOLLARS or 7 CENTS, hellooo! Wake up your idea (insert fanny's voice)!

Headed to town after that to wait for Bensonpoh to end his work. Shop around town aimlessly. Fareast-Ion-Wisma-Starbucks-Fareast-Cine-313. LOLS! My legs must be really strong. My eyes set on a dress at fareast and this explains why i return back to fareast, yes, just to get the dress, and once again spoil my own saving plans. ):
I settled at Starbucks to study for like an hour? Not very conducive but sufficient for me to revise the working papers and fmgt.

Met Benson and we went shopping around. Crazy or what, shopping during the days we are suppose to study. Fyi, he is on holiday and i'm not. We went into the ULTRA BIG Candy Empire at Triple One. LUUU~~~ I was so amazed by the range of chocolates, jelly beans, sweet, biscuits and everything. The packaging was all so attractive. And they also have the Sticky kinda sweet, but still i want my STICKY. I think we were really noisy inside because i went goo goo and gaa gaa over this and that, and apparently we were the only 2 persons other than the staff in the shop. The shop staff were like laughing at us and how we acted. Fine, i'm in my own world once again.

We had Pepper Lunch for dinner. Once again, i was in my own world. I have to relate this scene. We sat down at the table, there's this bunch of Caucasians beside us and they were really friendly, i can see. :O The waitress went to clear their table and accidentally drop a spoon on the guy's pants. She was so embarrassed and freaked out, she keep saying sorry. The guy went in a joking tone (and he was really joking): 'You should come my house and wash the pants.' And then i went, 'You're a real bad egg', REAL LOUDLY! Oh gosh, he turned and said yeah! I was so ashamed i couldn't say anything but to turn away and laugh to myself. Argh! I embarrassed myself and benson again. ): After awhile, i realised i should have said 'i was just kidding.' But then, does he know what does bad egg means????

LUU!! I have to be quieter and more demure.

I just realise:

2010-07-18T23:29:00.002+08:00

1. Why i grew fatter, it's because...
I stop dancing for the longest period of time ever,
I'm not like who i was in secondary school where i skip recess and just munch on plain butter sugar bread mama made.
I always eat during breaks at makan place with sinful food like mhk, kaki fuyung, unagi don.

ARGH!

Now i need to slim down, i'm going to skip meals and try my ultimate best to slim down. ):

2. Why i got a bursting wardrobe and depleting bank account, it's because...
I always spend money (asking the obvious),
Another reason is that whenever i'm down or sad, i just want to buy something and then i end up spending more money.
Just like today, i got a bralet top for a whooping $45 from minkpink.

ARGH, once again.

Now i need to save money, i've said this for the umpteen time, but i'm seriously more determined now. So in order to help me, please don't break my heart.

Look what's in the mail:

2010-07-17T21:30:00.001+08:00

My Lost & Found Friend.

2010-07-15T00:07:00.002+08:00

I thought i lost him somehow. Somewhere within me, i thought the friendship was in ruins and everything. To the extend, i cried at a public place. Glad i had keylene with me. Well, fyi he wasn't only the reason i cried.

But still this Fanny being the vulnerable kiddo that gets hurt easily with certain words, is still one of my best friends. Despite me being rude/angry/fierce at him while doing projects, hurting his feelings at times, he understand how i felt and like reassured me. Scared eggs, he got a faint heart when he heard me crying on the phone when we asked him out. LUUU~~~

I love you fanny (well i love benson more), but i love you as a great and awesome friend. Stop gambling otherwise you'll be left on the shelf like my brother, and maybe you can rear stingrays. If that really ever happen, i believe keylene will ditch any guy she has on hand for you.

My 好朋友 !!!

2010-07-15T00:03:00.005+08:00

This girl was there for me no matter what happen, what time etc. Just a random message ranting or complaining, she'll reply. Though we meet each other less often, do not get to go out much because we are busy with our individual school work, but still this bond is there. The friendship that exists despite all this. :D:D:D

I love you forever and ever and i really want to see you asap. BIG HUGS!

Hey Hey Hey Hey you're my true lorvaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2010-07-14T23:49:00.003+08:00

Name beginning with a 'K': You are secretive, self-contained and shy. You are very sexy, sensual and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, and play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You do not fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous and giving, often selfless. You are kind nature and sweet which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

Name beginning with a 'S': For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment, you stick like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet. You like being the centre of attention. You are very caring, sensitive, private and sometimes very passionate. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You do not fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous and giving, often selfless. You are kind nature and sweet which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

After all that HTHT, we finally understood our love and telepathy and chemistry between one another. The way we feel, think were the same, totally and exactly replica of one another.

She thought i could not understand how she feel and was so afraid to tell me, on the other hand i could sense exactly how she felt, and somehow or another we spoke of the same thing. And BAMMM one after another, words come out of our mouth speaking of how we feel. LUU~~ WO AI NI!!!

You are my true love, i'm gonna make you 9 months pregnant in Shanghai. :O

#Now Playing: Miranda Cosgrove - Kissin You

2010-07-13T09:41:00.000+08:00

It's soooooo fluffy!!!

2010-07-11T13:00:00.000+08:00

Waking up in Sands.

2010-07-11T00:03:00.005+08:00

Spend a really awesome night with the people over at Marina Bay Sands Hotel, totally FOC. Happy eggs! We had truck loads of fun experiencing the rich man's life. We walked around the hotel and explore here and there, snap tonnes of pictures, took polaroids, went to the skypark and slept in the cozy hotel room.

#1. Me and Tom reminiscing the previous photo we took. He was scolding me for being too vulgar and we were scolding, keylene snap the picture with that stupid post.
#2. At the balcony of the hotel.
#3. Well, i'm going to be pregnant 9months later. LUU~ Cos it's a hotel, i pretended to look as if i was raped. But i wasnt ok! ): I'm disgusted.

#1. The jacuzzi at the skypark. Argh! I didnt bring my swimming costume if not i'll go soak inside. It's like awesomely naisxz. Plus point: The scenery from above.
Other pictures snap at the Skypark and Lobby. I'm so going to go back there again with Benson Poh. It doesnt matter if we're gonna pay to enter the Skypark next time round. I wanna explore the swimming pool that looks as if you can fall off but actually you cant. Hehhs!

Back in the room, late at night, we started thinking of games to play. In the end we played blind mice. LOLS! Joke ttm! We switched off all the lights in the room and hid and scare ourselves.
I played tug-a-war with keylene yeo. Apparently she is so much stronger than i'm so i ended up with that stupid ballet pose and flew towards her, touch her there and fall. ): Well, there's something O.o

Oh! Me and keylene wore the same outerwear. ROFL, we felt like lesbiansxz that entire day. First it was at the canteen, then i met her in the same mrt cabin, she walked in and at that instance our eyes met, then we wore the same outerwear. EEEWWW! I got new disgusting moves now, i'm soooooo happy!!!!

It was 4am when both of us walked all the way from sands hotel to marina square to find................................................ FOOD! Well, apparently we couldnt find any food at that unearthly our. The sad us had to drag our feets back to the hotel. SO FAR!!!!! ):

Well, it was a fun and awesome experience thanks to keylene and her mama to allow us to have the room. What an experience, be jealous, whahahahahhahahaa!!! Less than 3 you. (:

In response to Melissa's post:

2010-07-07T22:06:00.002+08:00

Well, life is never fair. We can't be pretty throughout our entire life right? There are moments we're pretty and moments we're not. Just like how people grow fat one day, and some time later they go on a diet and slim down to the extend of beyond recognition.

Praising is just another part of life. It maybe seen as something good to people like us. But somehow i think no matter how much you praise someone who is already say beautiful, they will still never be contended with what they already have. That's something i realised, humans (including myself) are selfish, when we already have something that many do not have, we continue to ask for more, we never get enough of the things we have around us.

No doubt, as we grow older, we get less happiness because our definition of happiness has grew even more out of reach. When we were young, a lollipop is sufficient to make us smile and go around jumping and proudly declare about it. But now, a lollipop is just a lollipop. But if you were to ask me, happiness was during those Secondary school days, the days that flew past like nobody's business, the days that i took for granted and do not cherish till today.

I remember how we were so close to one another, we were like inseparable, be it in class, dance, out of school and even during PE when we had 2.4km run around the school. But somehow at the end of the year we drift apart, frankly speaking i think all the fault lies in me. I tend not to cherish the people around me, sometimes when something gets on my nerves i would start haggling at the same old thing. Sometimes when i do not feel like talking or tries to avoid speaking to someone, i'll go all out to achieve that. And that was probably the reason why we drift apart. I know it's some sort of dumb reason because seriously nothing big and particularly sensitive between us happened. Now, i kind of regret my actions and stupidity for doing all that. (Laughs at myself)

Remember the letter you wrote to me sometime ago, i actually teared when i saw it. Everything you wrote in the letter speaks totally of how i feel as well. It was as if we were connected, we were best friends but yet there's this invisible barrier yet to be broken. But i'm glad, time sort of helped to fix all the broken pieces between us. We grew closer together in one way or the other. Thinking back, if i werent what i was during Secondary 3/4, we could have been twins, but still i cherish this friendship we have between us.

You are not an okayy friend, you are almost incredible. You spoke of words of encouragement when i was down, you was there when i got together with benson, you were the bridge between the both of us, you were the one always enlightening the mood with your spirit. So, you do have a significant impact in our life, well at least mine.

I do miss the times we performed on stage together, the times we shared the same costume, the times we did choreography together, the times we played around with the other bball guys, the times we slept in class together, the times we took neoprints together, the times we had the same hairstyle, the times we went out together and there were guys asking for your number.... All the times i could think of now but never get the chance to experience once again. So, i shall cherish you now (and you've got to cherish me) and forever((:

Show some love please!!!!

2010-07-03T21:33:00.001+08:00

Updated my selling post @ SHOPWSTEPHENIE

// A surprise will not be a surprise once it's spoken.

2010-06-30T23:08:00.003+08:00

Last night, we were on the phone, and i was complaining and ranting about NO SURPRISES NO LETTERS ETC. I remember i was even singing 'have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart, you can try sleeping in my bed'~~~

Well, amidst that he was already having deep deep preparations. He was even writing me a letter while he was on the phone with me. So he persevered through my endless ranting and didn't blurt out anything about the surprise he was preparing, although i could sense something coming my way.

So he made little white lies to prepare this for me: READY?!?!

TADAAAAAAAAA! Hearts on fire. Less than 3 you :O Poor him and his friend having a hard time lighting all this up. I wasn't particularly shock or emotional when i saw it, i even made a heartless comment 'you trying to burn my flat arhs!' Omg, i'm mean. But you know i appreciate it alot, he even expect me to have some emotional expression. But i really was surprise, i mean i anticipated it, but i didnt expect it was this.

Well, you may not be the best bf, but you are definitely the best amongst my many :O HAHA! Despite you comparing my boobs with your ex, saying my face is round, saying im fat, flirting with other girls so happily etc, i still love you. (mushy ttm) Although i know you know i always doubt you, you still try your best to prove that you love me WHOLEHEARTEDLY. Well, thats why we can last till now, because we learn to tolerate each other's differences + mood swings.

We are just like cartoon characters! Just like how tom catches jerry, winnie needs honey, spongebob quarrels with patrick, papa nemo finds nemo, shrek and fiona, princess kissing frog in the frog prince. We can never get enough of each others nonsense. We add colours/nonsense into each others life. We walk on the streets laughing/dancing/screaming, being in our own world. But that's what makes this chapter of our life wonderful. I'm thankful to have you past, present & future. Less than 3 you :O